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7.15.2008 compulsively organize that's what i do now.i spent a ridiculously unacceptable amount of money i don't have on new bedding. because i can't sleep. an 11 year-long bff moved to new york tonight. i cried like a bitch all night long. that's how that feels. sometimes i can't breathe. i put my own hand on my head. i crushed my leg between a boat and a dock but i found my new favorite ER that i've ever been to in my entire accident-prone life. that includes the one with the super hot doctor and the attention of every medically-trained eye in the whole building because of who my kickass dad is. despite the fact that said kickass dad's initial medical directive for my broken scapula (you heard me) and massive concussion was to take a hot bath. he even started running it for me. i still find this hilarious. i've been basically tied to the bed in my house for 9 days. slowly going insane. oh oh! i killed a black widow the other night in one of the moments of my life that i will always remember. and not only did i kill it, but i ninja spotted it in the first place too! it was late at night and pitch black. there's no light by my entrance to the house but for whatever reason i see this black widow off to the very right of the door near the hinges just suspended. so i fucking took the bag i had and aimed, paused for some squeeling, talked to myself outloud and went for it. it was a beautiful moment. but still...as awesome as that was, enough is enough and the spider party we are endlessly hosting can fucking end any time now. SERIOUSLY. i think that's all i've got right now. oh p fucking s...so this leg thing...i can't run. I. CAN'T. RUN. so not only am i trapped in my house, but i'm cut off from the daily dose of endorphins and the calming effects of marisa alone time. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. can i just tell you that i've lost 10 pounds?! it's ridiculous. i was looking at myself naked in the mirror today and all you can see are ribs and hip bones. so i made it my goal to eat 4500 calories every day this week. i ate 450 today. better. 00:26 | ------------------------------------------------ |
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